my dog Ralph was put to sleep around 3PM today.
every little reminder of him triggers more tears. the spot where he would lay on the couch, his collar, his crate, photographs…
it’s been a hard day.

I have lots of weird stories because I’ve done lots of weird stuff

packing my bag while my ferret unpacks my bag

So my medication gives me mood swings that I usually really, really hate

but sometimes they’re great because out of nowhere I’ll get REALLY happy/excited over absolutely nothing

so, I’m starting a band

if anyone has tips, feel free to send them my way

guess who’s going to a teenage bottlerocket show tonight?

I’ll give you a hint

I want to be a grown-up kid living in a city. I want to have a favorite cartoon, a crummy job that I love, a beat-up car with too many bumper stickers, and roommates with diverse interests that wear cool glasses and go to punk shows.

I want to be able to fit all my possessions into a backpack. I want to rely on the kindness of strangers to buy a bagel at a coffee shop and hitchhike from one town to another. I want to walk around in beat-up sneakers, smile at babies, and play guitar in bars at night.

I want to fall in love at a house show in Seattle. I will learn to love my body and they will learn to love me for who I am when we sleepily kiss on a winter morning. I want to tell stories about dumb things we’ve done in public places and eat breakfast for dinner as often as possible.

I want to live in Alaska and work as a nature photographer. I want to own a cozy home with old hardwood floors covered in oriental rugs, become a regular at a local diner, and buy everything I need from mom-and-pop shops with nice cashiers.

I guess I will always be the “other” friend.

we are watching 500 days of summer and I’m the exact opposite of summer

I’m like winter or something

she’s like so emotionally detached and I’m a clingy lil cuddlebug

I aspire to be more summer

finally got closure on some old biz, feels great. 

needed this.

mini-rant/story about things unrelated to everything
mostly stream-of-consciousness rambling

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lol I sent my roommate a snapchat and then heard her laughing at it from her room

my ass has never looked this fabulous

shout out to the homie that invented boyshort underwear

So last night Nathan and I did a cover of Tonight You Belong to Me and I just think you should watch it because well it’s pretty adorable. We are kinda ridiculous it was 5:30AM so yep ENJOY!

adesquared:

long-bored:

I may have wiped out a few times, but here’s the result of a truly successful night of longboarding: I broke 20mph!
I only started in December but I feel like I’m really making decent progress! I met another fellow longboarder tonight, which is cool. Lil longboarding crew. \m/

Tonight was a rad night, yo. Pretty much nonstop logboarding from 11 pm to 2 am. The awesomeness is building,

Tonight was a winner.

adesquared:

long-bored:

I may have wiped out a few times, but here’s the result of a truly successful night of longboarding: I broke 20mph!

I only started in December but I feel like I’m really making decent progress! I met another fellow longboarder tonight, which is cool. Lil longboarding crew. \m/

Tonight was a rad night, yo. Pretty much nonstop logboarding from 11 pm to 2 am. The awesomeness is building,

Tonight was a winner.